**4/21/08**Lulz, I go in on Friday to find out what the doctors think about my ultrasound; we'll find out if it's something they're going to want to remove eventually, or just keep an eye on for now****

**Update-Apr 4 ** I went in to a different doctor (who was really nice about everything ) and got the exam and tests I really should have gotten 5 months ago. The verdict? It's not cancer. Though I didn't think it was Anyway, I go in on Monday to get an ultrasound to confirm that it is what I've been suspecting the whole time it's a tuu~uumor technically a benign cyst, but a tumor nontheless; and now I have partial right to go I-told-you-so But yeah, I feel a lot better about everything now, so I'll let you guys know when I find out more

PS: Mom moved my PS2 while FFX was still in it and it destroyed it... and we can't seem to find anywhere to buy a new one in town yet, so now Jess and I are sad

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Quick update:

1. Getting close to getting my braces off which = Emmy can barely eat yet again D: . Right now the most solid thing I can eat is Spaghettios.... some Vicodin would be nice right about now

2. With MUCH thanks to my mom for a HUGE ammount of help with helping me save up the money to renew Resses' shots&license I had to do a decent ammount of work around the house among other things to get it, but it was worth it *snuggles Resses* And thanks ~rtistickmyned for offering to help


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3. I think there's something wrong with me internally...but I have this feeling that if I said something to my doctor she would give me that kinda blank "You're-an-idiot--nothing's-wrong-with-you--now-give-some-crazy-ammount-of-money-for-talking-to-you-for-5-minutes" look that ticks me off :angry:. Seriously. Last time I went in I was in the waiting room for 2hrs after which I talked to the doctor for like....maybe 5mins and she basically told me I was crazy to even suggest that the pills she put me on weren't helping/doing anything (not quite that blunt, but still). So, still without ever laying a finger on me or getting a more detailed history, she has kept to her "diagnoses" that my current hormonal & physical problems are all perfectly normal....and as usual, I still don't believe her Now, if she had given me a full exam it would be different (she still hasn't given me an exam because I'm a virgin, so obviously there can't be anything wrong with me ) I dunno, I don't like the idea of getting an exam, but it would be worth it if for no other reason than to give me some sort of peace of mind.

The only reason I think something weird/more serious might be going on with me is A: it's a little too close to what happened to my mom when she was about 2yrs older than me and B: I saw a photo of one of the tumors that was removed from my mom in the past--a grapefruit-sized tumor (on one of her ovaries I think). And, if I'm not mistaken the weird feeling I've been getting for the last few days is in that same area, so yeah, Emmy R not amused by her doctor or her body's shenanegans

So, here's my verdict, does anyone know (since we don't have money to bring me in to a doctor just because I'm paranoid, but will make it happen if it gets worse) or think they could send me in the right direction to find out what might be causing this odd symptom for the last 3-4 days:

--I've got this feeling like someone is pressing/poking(or a feeling of slight pressure from the inside) the area of my lower abdomen, a few inches to the right of my bellybutton, usually without any sort of pain, but sometimes with a slight feeling of very mild cramps--wtf. Any ideas? My first thought was Apendicitis, but that's supposed to be a sharp sudden pain from what I've heard, and I don't think it goes slowly, but I'm also not a doctor, which is why I'm asking for help --

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