I should really put a journal here about how I went to Florida again for 2 weeks and how it was freakin' AWESOME (of course) but it's too hot right now so I is teh lazy Seriously though it's 93F right now O_O and it usually doesn't get above 80 around here *sob* ;_;

I'm mostly putting this up because I wanted to push that other journal off my front page Maybe I'll make a real journal entry later

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I can't accept PayPal right now as I don't have an account, but I might be able to get it set up to have people pay through a sibling, other payment methods will be discussed. And because of everything being the way it is, I can only take USD$, I might be able to set it up to recieve from other countries, but for now I can't

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4. 4'' Pokey figure on trophy base sculpt - ~ayamemaiden [95%][20%]

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**4/21/08**Lulz, I go in on Friday to find out what the doctors think about my ultrasound; we'll find out if it's something they're going to want to remove eventually, or just keep an eye on for now****

**Update-Apr 4 ** I went in to a different doctor (who was really nice about everything ) and got the exam and tests I really should have gotten 5 months ago. The verdict? It's not cancer. Though I didn't think it was Anyway, I go in on Monday to get an ultrasound to confirm that it is what I've been suspecting the whole time it's a tuu~uumor technically a benign cyst, but a tumor nontheless; and now I have partial right to go I-told-you-so But yeah, I feel a lot better about everything now, so I'll let you guys know when I find out more

PS: Mom moved my PS2 while FFX was still in it and it destroyed it... and we can't seem to find anywhere to buy a new one in town yet, so now Jess and I are sad

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Quick update:

1. Getting close to getting my braces off which = Emmy can barely eat yet again D: . Right now the most solid thing I can eat is Spaghettios.... some Vicodin would be nice right about now

2. With MUCH thanks to my mom for a HUGE ammount of help with helping me save up the money to renew Resses' shots&license I had to do a decent ammount of work around the house among other things to get it, but it was worth it *snuggles Resses* And thanks ~rtistickmyned for offering to help


(careful, this next one's long )
3. I think there's something wrong with me internally...but I have this feeling that if I said something to my doctor she would give me that kinda blank "You're-an-idiot--nothing's-wrong-with-you--now-give-some-crazy-ammount-of-money-for-talking-to-you-for-5-minutes" look that ticks me off :angry:. Seriously. Last time I went in I was in the waiting room for 2hrs after which I talked to the doctor for like....maybe 5mins and she basically told me I was crazy to even suggest that the pills she put me on weren't helping/doing anything (not quite that blunt, but still). So, still without ever laying a finger on me or getting a more detailed history, she has kept to her "diagnoses" that my current hormonal & physical problems are all perfectly normal....and as usual, I still don't believe her Now, if she had given me a full exam it would be different (she still hasn't given me an exam because I'm a virgin, so obviously there can't be anything wrong with me ) I dunno, I don't like the idea of getting an exam, but it would be worth it if for no other reason than to give me some sort of peace of mind.

The only reason I think something weird/more serious might be going on with me is A: it's a little too close to what happened to my mom when she was about 2yrs older than me and B: I saw a photo of one of the tumors that was removed from my mom in the past--a grapefruit-sized tumor (on one of her ovaries I think). And, if I'm not mistaken the weird feeling I've been getting for the last few days is in that same area, so yeah, Emmy R not amused by her doctor or her body's shenanegans

So, here's my verdict, does anyone know (since we don't have money to bring me in to a doctor just because I'm paranoid, but will make it happen if it gets worse) or think they could send me in the right direction to find out what might be causing this odd symptom for the last 3-4 days:

--I've got this feeling like someone is pressing/poking(or a feeling of slight pressure from the inside) the area of my lower abdomen, a few inches to the right of my bellybutton, usually without any sort of pain, but sometimes with a slight feeling of very mild cramps--wtf. Any ideas? My first thought was Apendicitis, but that's supposed to be a sharp sudden pain from what I've heard, and I don't think it goes slowly, but I'm also not a doctor, which is why I'm asking for help --

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$6-Bust lineart
$8-Bust lineart w/digital flat colors
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$13-2'' Bust sculpt
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add a base for $2
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1. Kate&Nina from Mario Tennis - ~Ninetyeightpointsix ~ [10%]
2. 2'' Venus bust sculpt - ~Ninetyeightpointsix ~ [-pending-]
3. 4'' Ness figure on trophy base sculpt - ~ayamemaiden [100%][25%]
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I need commissions, really. I'm still new at commissions (never done one for anyone outside of my family) so I might be a little bit of a pain at first(payment), but I'll get better about it as I get more

Anyway, I need to save up about $40 really soon, or I will loose Resses. I need to get her shots and license renewed, it already expired (on the fourth) so I have 24 days left to get it renewed or we'll have to bring her back to the pound, which I really don't want

I can't accept PayPal right now as I don't have an account, but I might be able to get it set up to have people pay through a sibling, other payment methods will be discussed. And because of everything being the way it is, I can only take USD$, I might be able to set it up to recieve from other countries, but for now I can't


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$4-Full Body Sketch
$6-digital flat colors
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$6-Bust lineart
$8-Bust lineart w/digital flat colors
$10-Bust lineart w/digital colors, shaded

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$12-Full Body Lineart w/digital flat colors
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$.50-Gradient (specify colors)
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*Pending* Examples: [link]

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Commissions in Progress:

1. Kate&Nina from Mario Tennis - ~Ninetyeightpointsix ~ [10%]
2. *pending* Venus bust sculpt

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1. First thing you wash in the shower?
. . .why do you want to know?! STALKER D:<

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Denim! (not technically a color but so what XD)

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
sure

4. Do you plan outfits?
occasionally

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
COLD…and sleepy >_>

7. Who was the last person you kissed?
probably one of the cats =B

8. Person before that?
one of the other cats XD

10. What are you craving right now?
sleep…...and my PS2 because mom took it away a few weeks ago ….and also I kinda want to punch whoever the current president of Naughty Dog is too, but I’ve been craving that for a while, and it got worse after I found out that Bob Rafei recently left Naughty Dog(YES, I KNOW WTF)

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
beans, beans ,the musical fruit…..

12. Do you make prank calls?
Nope

13. Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
. . .

14. Do you sleep with any stuff animals?
sometimes, with my big stuffed Pikachu X3

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
wtf XD

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
might have, but probably not….or maybe I started and then lot interest like a cat would XD

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
OM NOM NOM

18. Do you like anyone right now?
. . . ….only as friends XD

19. What do you think of crickets?
dunno, we don’t really get crickets around here

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Not that I know of

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
yesh

22. What are you listening to right now?
music from Sims2 Bon Voyage

25. Would you go sky diving?
NO

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Sure, as long as he paid for it, because I have no money

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
WTF. No

28. Is there anything sparkly on you?
the choker I made a while back and need to post photos of…..then again, I guess my aquamarine ring is sparklier XD

30. Do you rent movies often?
not really

31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
I’m not in school anymore, and I don’t remember anyway, since I never knew anyone XD

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
probably, if I tried hard enough XD

35. Who are you going to be with tonight??
as usual Strawberry and Jessie are going to be sleeping on my bed (or inside depending on how cold they get) with me while Domino sleeps at the top the cat tree in the other room.

36. Brown or white eggs?
either’s fine

38. Ever been on a train?
Nope

39. Ever told someone you loved them?
I tell my kitties and puppy all the time

40. Do you have a cell phone?
yes, technically—it was shut off back in like ’04 though

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
I don’t know, all my friends live several states away or on the East Coast D:

44. Ever had cream puffs?
yeah. It’s been a while though

45. Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
yessssssssssssssssss

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no

47. What was the last question you asked?
dunno…might have been asking ~ayamemaiden something costume related

48. What was the last CD you bought?
the Soundtrack for “The Chronicles of Narnia; The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe”; though the CD I got most recently was Twisted Sister’s “A Twisted Christmas” which my wonderful brother bought me X3

49. What is/was your bus number for school?
. . .I have absolutely no idea

51. Is your hair curly?
not curly, but it is a little wavy naturally

52. Last time you cried?
few days ago because my mom made me feel like a worthless piece of sh*t (she’s very good at it, considering she doesn’t do it on purpose)

53. Ever walked into a wall?
yes. multiple times… I think; though usually it was the screen door at my Grandpa’s house XD

54. Ever walked UP a wall?
…..I think Strawberry has XD

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
don’t think so

56. Favorite time of the year?
Spring-early Summer because it’s GREEN

58. Favorite color(s)?
greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen…and blue…and pink…and purple and chocolate brown+teal together X3

60. Do you have any tattoos?
no, but I would want to get one eventually if I didn’t I would have a terrible allergic reaction from the ink (ohyeah and my low tolerance to pain XD)

61.Who was the last person you held hands with?
Domino-- wait, she’s a cat…..oh well same difference XD

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
not usually, but I have been known to do so--and I can sleep through almost anything

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
eh?

64. Why was your default picture taken?
I reiterate, eh?

65. Do you like your life right now?
nobody understands the way I feel inside D: Usually depends on how recently I've talked to my mom >_>

66. How do you feel about 'love'?
Kittens!

67. What is your favorite animal?
Kittehs!

68? Where did you go?
see #63 & #64

69. Do you have good vision?
not since like 1st grade

70. Can you hula hoop?
sure…it’s been a while though XD

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
depends

72. Do you have a job?
Nope, but I’m working on it XD

74. What are you wearing?
my ‘grungy’ I’m-not-going-anywhere--laying-around-the-house-overly-baggy-from-carrying-cats-in-it old P.E. sweater and my comfy jeans that are too long

75. What does your hair look like?
varies; currently pulled away from my face under a bright green tropical-style design bandana *yay* but if you mean color, it's brown with a little redish tint leftover from when I dyed it forever ago XD

76. Ever climbed out a window?
yeah, many many Many times

77. Can you handle the truth?
kind of depends >_>

78. What was the most recent thing you bought?
a little paperweight that looks like a Chaos Emerald!

79. How often do you talk on the phone?
a LOT…before mom shut off the long-distance (I used to call ~Brel almost every day XD)

80. What's the longest you talked to someone on the phone?
just under 4hrs

81. Do you hate/dislike more than 3 people?
probably, most of them are family members on my mom and dad’s sides who don’t much care for us anyway though XD

83. Are you sarcastic?
comes and goes

84. Have you ever slapped someone?
…more like punched…repeatedly...........…robably a sibling

85. Do looks matter?
depends on whether or not my hormones are level or not >_>

86. Do you use chapstick?
not as often as I should

87. Are you too forgiving?
most of the time, yes.

88. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
oddly enough, yes (oddly because we don’t have one in town XD)

89. Do you own a gun?
Nope

90. Have you made a prank phone call?
nope

91. Have you ever been in a castle?
…don’t think so

92. Do you like your hair?
most of the time

93. Do you like yourself?
see above, see also #85 & #65

95. Are you more ticked off, upset, or happy most of the time.
again, see #85, I have hormonal issues But more often than not I’m happy =3

MISSING 97 AND 98?
I ATE THEM

99. What are you doing today?
IMA CHARGIN’ MAH LAZR…wait no……I’m going to sleep all day probably

100. Tag 5 people.
Everything's funnier when you're tired!

I TAGGETH and anyone else who feels like doing this, it was fun



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Not yet, but soon.

Mom's cutting off the internet in the next few days (which I really can't object to for once) and God knows how long we''l be without, but I think it'll be good for us to get off our butts and do something besides sit in front of a computer screen blankly browsing the internet

I'll try to get on when I can, but it probably won't be more than once a week at best. If you need to get a hold of me, go ahead and note either of my accounts, and I'll get back to you when I can (which could be anywhere from a fews days to weeks ). If, however, it's urgent that you get ahold of me, send a note to ~Brel and she'll let me know by way of phone when she can. I don't think anyone will need me that much, but just in case This mostly applies to anyone intersted in commissions, which I would reeeeeeeeeeeally appreciate seeing's how right now we are so broke it's not even funny. I'm serious. We've always been a little on the edge money-wise before....but this is a LOT worse >_> Right now we have pets that need vet attention, but we have to hold off because we can't afford it

Anyway, I need commissions and such to try to save up to take Muffin, Domino, Jessie, and maybe Strawberry in to the vet, which will most likely be hundreds. Muffin is the most important though, it looks as though his cancer is coming out of remission, and it needs to be dealt with. The other cats need to go in for shots and a follow up on their worming treatment.

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There's one last problem I've been holding off on telling people; I have some sort of hormonal or internal problem, that at this point is unexplained. I go back to the doctor in about 2 weeks for a follow-up after receiving 3 months of hormone therapy to even out my body so that the doctor can try to find out what's wrong with me. Seeing's how I haven't keeled over dead yet I don't think it's serious, but among the list of things it could be that I'm actually voting for are a hypothyroid issue or a tumor. I'm kind of voting tumor because my problems sound almost exactly like something my mom had when she was a little older than I am now; a cancerous tumor, albeit benign. And I'm voting for that because I know it's something they can diagnose and fix. What I'm most worried about is that it will be something they can't explain or fix...it's a little unnerving and scary

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I'll see everyone later~